Aug 18 2005

Comfort — It’s more than in a zone; it’s a way of life

Category: Uncategorizeddryvetyme @ 20:07

Have you ever experienced something that just throws you for a loop? Seriously now, I’m not talking about catching the red light at the wrong time, setting your schedule back 2 or 3 minutes. I’m talking about experiencing something that makes you totally reorganize your way of thinking, your way of acting, & your way of living. Something that makes you stop in your tracks and actively seek a way out of your thoroughly miserable existence.

If you’re like me, and, judging by many of your posts on my blog, many of you are, you tend to seek out the immediate quick fix. You look for a way to relieve the pain or fix the broken in the simplest way possible. No long-term, possibly even MORE painful solutions for me — I want it fixed NOW! In fact, I want the problem fixed yesterday. My physical, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual comfort in the immediate here and now are much more important than some ridulous process-oriented solution. I mean, if I have to work for it, I might actually LEARN something.

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Aug 12 2005

Such a blur….

Category: Uncategorizeddryvetyme @ 19:11

Well, it’s happened. As of Monday, August 22nd, I will have a new place of employment.

Yes, you read right.

No, I am not mistaken.

And no, you can’t even imagine how excited I am at this juncture in my life.

All of this has happened in the past 10 days or so. I can think of a whole host of adjectives to describe the process — ridiculous, serendipitous, and blessed, amongst others. But all I can really say is this — it is right and it is good. I have a peace that could only come from God concerning all that has happened, right down to the fact that I might even have a room in a house to move into that should be rent-free (or very close to it).

I could hold out for some professional position with a bank, staffing company, or human resources firm, and I think that I would do very well in such a place. I’m good with people and I like helping those same people. However, I also feel that, by entering into such a job, it would be just that: a job. Not a place of being, belonging, and growing, but a place where I’d simply be making a buck or two more than I’m making now. And if that’s the only reason I’d jump into a new job, that’s the WRONG reason. I’ve never been driven by money — why else would I have stayed where I’m at now if I had truly been driven by the almighty dollar?

I feel that I’ve stepped into a new stage in my life — one where I can develop my vocation on so many levels. Not only will I be teaching, but the school actively encourages teachers to engage in their artistic endeavors in their off-time. Why is this? Because they feel that a teacher best regenerates their spirits, brain, & internal battery by developing their art in their off-time.

Yes.

You heard me right.

These people WANT me to work on my writing, my screenplay, my whatever. I’ve had several friends tell me (upon hearing my good news) that I HAVE to get busy writing more since I’ll have more time to develop my craft. People (whom I love and who love me) are openly telling me & wanting me to write more. How humbling is that?

Here’s this! The second-grade teacher even told me that the area orchestra in which she is involved is looking for a Tuba player. When I told her that I don’t own my own (since a decent used Tuba costs as much as a decent used car), she told me that the conductor is a Tuba player and would definitely have one. How crazy is that??

I say all that to say this. I thank you God for your blessings. I thank you God for doing things in your time. I thank you God for allowing me to experience this very dry, Paul-in-Arabia time in my life — I might not understand it, but I know it’s been for a wonderful reason. I thank you for teaching me, molding me, shaping me, and showing me that you do have my best interests in mind, at all times. I thank you for loving me through my doubts and through my bouts of intense insecurity. I thank you for the support of my friends throughout the past 6 months. I thank you for bringing them into my life — I couldn’t have made it without you using those people is such beautiful ways in my life.

Anyway, I’ll be one of the 3-day-a-week Kindergarten teachers at The Harvest. Go visit their site, as I should have a biography up there soon.

Peace.

Teach Peace.


Aug 10 2005

I still haven’t found what I’m looking for, but I might be getting close

Category: Uncategorizeddryvetyme @ 19:57

I was conversing with my friend Transforming today at work about life, work, vocation, purpose, plan, etc. Those kinds of things. You know the kinds of talks of which I speak. You discourse upon how things will be better if you knew just what to do with your life. Or you might discuss the chance that you missed awhile back. Or one of you might start doing if you could do anything at all. Those kinds of talks.

And yes, I’m sure that you all have “that friend” with whom you can have those “what does it all mean?” kind of conversations. I have a couple of them and one came by the store today for a couple of hours. Granted, we didn’t talk non-stop, since I did help customers as needed. I’m not that much of a slacker. I’m not sure I could be — it’s not in my nature. No matter how much I might not like what I’m doing, I feel that I have too much character not to do a job to the best of my ability.
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Aug 02 2005

“How long, O Lord?” Or, Why do I put myself through such stuff?

Category: Uncategorizeddryvetyme @ 20:57

“In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord sitting on a throne, high and lofty; and the hem of his robe filled the temple. Seraphs were in attendence above him; each had six wings: with two they covered their faces, and with two they covered their feet, and with two they flew. And one called to another and said:

‘Holy, holy, holy is the Lord of hosts;
the whole earth is full of his glory.’

The pivots on the thresholds shook at the voices of those who called, and the house filled with smoke. And I said: ‘Woe is me! I am lost, for I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips; yet my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of Hosts!’
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Aug 02 2005

A bit of indulgence….

Category: Uncategorizeddryvetyme @ 19:17

Reflections Upon John 17

Healer of my hurts,
Binder of my wounds,
Calmer of my stress,
Hold me close, closer than I hold you.

Watcher of my steps,
Saviour of my soul,
Redeemer of my life,
Help me to see, see through the lull.

Lover of my life,
Forgiver of my sins,
Exposer of my failings,
Please love, love what’s deep within.

Thank you for my life, for your love,
and thank you for giving me a love for life.

Might that I live forth your love
to those to all who might see.

APN
Copyright July 31, 2005


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