Apr 16 2005
Anxiety
Urgh….
Yet again….
I’m not sure quite what term to use to describe what I feel, esp since feelings aren’t very easily described. Such is the nature of the (American) English language, but realizing my language’s limitations doesn’t make me feel any better for not knowing how to address what I feel. I’ve spent yesterday and today exchanging phone messages with a friend of mine, a woman I’ve mentioned before, a woman that I asked out yesterday on a date. So first off, maybe sexual frustration begins describing what I feel, but maybe it’s just general social anxiety regarding the male/female condition.
She called me back and, in a kinda nervous tone of voice, asked “what the occasion was” that would warrant such an invitation on my part. Continue reading “Anxiety”
